Too bad I’m too damn lazy to do anything about it.

Fuck school.

It’s gotten much harder to spend time with each other now. When I’m at home, you’re out. When I’m out, you’re home. When I’m sleeping you’re awake, once you fall asleep I wake up. It irritates me sometimes how it happens so frequently and we can’t really do anything about it. This three hour distance hits me harder everytime.

I hate how school interferes with the amount of time we get to spend together.

fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.

Why do I feel like I won’t make it anywhere in life at the moment?

Like making new ones and what not. Theres too much other stuff to take care of. I’m not liking this.

How am I feeling now? I can’t think of a word to describe it.

I sincerely hate that feeling. Especially when its a family member that you’re disappointing.